Staples & ER

So today was a eventful day. I always knew the way Bubba plays he would be the first to visit the ER for a accident and I was right. His school called and told me he had fell and hit his head on some rocks and was still crying for me. When I got there I wanted to cry ((and did)). His shirt was bloody and he was crying asking for me. After looking at the cut on his head it didn't appear to be big but a little deep. So we went to the ER and now Bubba is sporting to small staples in his head. He was such a trooper the whole time and I think I was scared more then him. I so wanted to run when they gave him a shot and staple gun ((don't know the tech. term)) but I stayed reminding myself it was important not to pass on my phobia's to my children. All in all after ice cream and a good nap Bubba is back to playing and getting into stuff, his normal self. It also made me thankful for my kids school. They were so sweet and concerned. His teacher had left the classroom to hold him until I got their and even called later today just to make sure he was okay. I really like their school and think I will keep both them in until it breaks my bank or 5th grade. Well got to go... Talk to everyone later

Appreciation

I sit here in my chair today looking around and reminded how lucky I am. I just want to say "Thank you" to all my family and friends that have listened to my cries and been here for me through this rough time. I admit I am still grieving and at the same time marvel how fortunate I am to have such a network of love and help. Lets see ...my family. They love me in their own way and always watch the kids when I am tired or just needing to get away. They try to be there for my children as much as possible. His family...they also are always their for my kids and try to fill the void of my children no longer having a father as much as possible..they also listen to my cries..My friends new and old...During times like these I have found out who my true ones are and love them even more for sticking with me through everything with kindness and a shoulder to cry on.....And most of all I appreciate my children who without them life would be unbearable. And last thank you to my dear husband.... Even though our time was short he gave me 2 beautiful children, wonderful memories, to know what true love is, and much much more. So to end this I just want to let everyone know how much I appreciate and love them.