Illusions

Illusions
Today was a bad day.. I went to Walmart shopping with my kids when something caught out of the corner of my eye. It was a guy walking in the store that looked like Steve. My heart pulsed and all I wanted to do was run to him when I blinked and he was gone. I miss that feeling he gave me, the lightheartedness of him near me and the feeling of belonging to someone. I still find myself looking for him hoping it all a bad dream. Sounds child est I know since a year has passed... I ran across our wedding video today and had a urge to watch it but couldn't quite bring myself to remember the young in love me. I hope no one I know ever has to go through this...Well off to bed because the kids have school.....