MOVING...

I cant explain it but I have this sudden urgency to move all of a sudden. I told Steve that I would rather move anywhere in the US and have him home every night then be surrounded by just family members and not him. I mean our family is great and helpful and all but they are just not him. I am lonely alot and feel like people arund never truely understand me like he does. Not to meantion boy am I FRUSTRATED in other areas. I think it would be nice to be off on our own before the kids start school and before we settle down on the land we bought. I dont know maybe its because I am getting older and I have come to realize TX, OK, WA and parts of Canada are the only real parts we have explored. I want to experience a new state once more before we have to settle down b/c of the kids. Steve is not to happy about the idea and really doesnt want to move out of
TX but hopefully I can talk him into it ...Cross my fingers....I told him he gets to see alot of new citys and states while I dont get to also...but mainly I want him home b/c it breaks my heart when Amy asks when is it time to go pick up daddy and cries when we cant..All in all my state of mind and attitude is pretty positive because I am determined and have a goal to move from this city and trying something new.....WEll got to go check on the kids they are way to quiet and I doubt I am this fortunate and they are asleep ...LOL....