4th of July

Well today was fourth of July and it stunk with a capital S......First I got some stomach bug that made me sick to my stomach....Then I wasnt able to see te fireworks due to a friend getting upset with me that I had no idea that had offended...All in all we mended friendships but during that time the show was going on so I was unable to see the favorite part, the reaction on my childrens faces.....Blah Blah the mood that I am in makes me feel like saying SCREW the world and everything in it .........Why is it so hard to have a decent friendship and when you finally find one they move away b/c life happens and thier is nothing they can do about........Well sorry I couldnt end this in a positive note but I feel like lately the crap is so deep that I am suffocated and Im not going to sit down and take it anymore.......Wait I can end this in a good note Steve is coming home...Thank god I have found someone who totally understands me and I dont have to pretend to be nice but just be the silly crazy but sometimes cynical person I am ....To think what I would of done without him isnt a very happy though ..Well enough the emotional crap ...I hope everyones else holiday was Okay. Talk to you later